There is no getting away from it Chrissie's behaviour is shocking and disturbing. This novel however helps us understand why. Written from Chrissie's perspective we can feel and begin to understand the effect of years of food and affection starvation. We also move with her through her own healing through the love of her own daughter. The hope comes at the end when Chrissie is allowed to continue her healing journey with Molly. The book takes you through the ghost train ride that is Chrissie's life, you'll be scared at some of her actions, you'll jump at some of her reactions but you'll be full of hope and relief at the ending. Fabulous read.